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After The Fire

by Cody Jinks

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I lost my way I lost track My heart and all my money The shirt off my back Then I found a place To lie and rest Clear the cloudy skies of my mind Clean up my mess I’m not sure if this is prayer, or if it’s plea Beggin’ or hopin’ or my insanity You’re my first clean breath after the fire You’re that cool drink of water my soul requires Are you the sunshine Are you are the rain You light my darkness You wash my pain You’re I love you in a world of doubt Fill me with somethin’, I can’t go without I’m not sure if this is a prayer or if it’s plea Beggin’ or hopin’ or my insanity You’re my first clean breath after the fire You’re the cool drink of water my soul requires
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Livin’ on wings and wheels In my mind or made of steel If you ain’t running scared and rough Then you ain’t running fast enough for me Behind the 8 ball ain’t always a bad place to be You can get out of anything with a dollar and a dream When your back against the wall your fixed But they can’t get you from your six, you know Maybe holdin’ on to something hurts you more than lettin’ go It hit ain’t hurtin’ maybe it ain’t workin’, it ain’t worth it no. Maybe that rain that brings the thunder, will help put out the flames Maybe the light at the end of the tunnel ain’t a train Maybe holdin’ on to something hurts you more than lettin’ go It it ain’t hurtin’ maybe it ain’t workin’, it ain’t worth it no. Maybe that rain that brings the thunder, will help put out the flames Maybe the light at the end of the tunnel ain’t a train Maybe the light at the end of the tunnel ain’t a train
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Let’s do yesterday again Turn back the hands of time And maybe in the morning I’ll still be yours and you still mine Let’s not worry about tomorrow Tomorrow has to end We both woke up here together Let’s do yesterday again Can you give me one good reason Both still lying here The fightins’ over now we’re even We’ve said our peace we’ve shed our tears If we’re holdin’ on to nothin’ Be nothing’ left to mend We both know that it’s not over Let’s do yesterday again Who’s to say how longs’ forever Or the time we’ll have to spend Let’s not waste another minute Let’s do yesterday again We both know that we’re still in it Let’s do yesterday again
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Tell’em what it’s like Bec, because they think they want to know Beyond the lights, beyond the show, what it is Tell’em what it’s like Bec, to live with a man who’s never there To wonder if he even cares when he’s gone He’s always gone, here or there Tell’em what it’s like Bec, to be someone some love to hate Your pretty smile and all your grace, it wears you thin Tell’em what it’s like Bec, when I’m curled up on the floor And I can’t take it anymore and I’m a mess Tell’em what it’s like They can’t hear, they won’t believe What it’s really like to love a man like me But your actions they speak louder than some drunk girl in the crowd Who wants to talk about how you make it when I leave Tell’em what it’s like to love a man like me They can’t hear, they won’t believe What it’s really like to love a man like me But my actions will speak louder than some drunk girl in the crowd Who wants to talk about where I’m going when I leave Tell’em what it’s like to love a man like me You can be proud to love a man like me Tell’em what it’s like to love a man like me
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The good book holds the reasons I believe the way I do And all I needed to know I was taught in Sunday school But I lived like those rules Were for everyone but me With selfish disregard For how it hurt my family I staggered down the hall to our bed She helped steady me and said How can you think like you think Turn around and drink like you drink You can barely stand up when you kneel down to pray How can you tell our children to be strong And fight temptation in a world gone wrong How can you think like you think and drink like you drink Bless that girl that looks out for me With the faith and the love of a saint Give me the strength to make sure that she Never again has to say How can you think like you think and drink like you drink You can barely stand up when you kneel down to pray How can you tell our children to be strong And fight temptation in a world gone wrong How can you think like you think and drink like you drink How can you think like you think and drink like you drink
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William, where you been? I’ve been waiting on you since only God knows when William, come on in There’s so much to do, so glad to see you again I haven’t been worried so much as I’ve been anxious I haven’t been sad, for the reason in the rhyme I haven’t been cryin’, that’s something that don’t happen I believed you’d make it here in your sweet time William, I’ve so much to say I started us a garden when I got here that June day William, c’mon this way Meet our little boy that died on his birthday We haven’t been worried so much as we’ve been anxious We haven’t been sad, for the reason in the rhyme We haven’t been cryin’, that’s something that don’t happen I told em’ you’d be up here some sweet time Wanda, quit pickin’ at me I’ve been running late since 1953 Wanda, slow down just be Hold my hand while I rock this boy to sleep I haven’t been worried so much as I’ve been anxious I’ve been sad but there’s redrawn in the rhyme I’ve done a lot of crying, that’s something just happens I hoped I’d make it up here some sweet time
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I’ve got one good decision to make tonight And I’ll have every chance to keep it right I’ve got a good woman at home So I’ll be leaving here alone Well I’ve got one good decision to make tonight I can smoke and I can drink Till I can hardly speak or think I can stumble drunk my way across the floor I can dance and act a fool upon that bar or on that stool Choose to do damn near anything this side of those swinging doors But I’ve got one good decision to make tonight And I’ll have every chance to keep it right I’ve got a good woman at home So I’ll be leaving here alone Well I’ve got one good decision to make tonight You can try to catch my eye Wonder if I’m so inclined To allow my better judgment to go astray But now wonderings all you’ll do Cause I’ve got way too much to lose One night of so called heaven Ain’t worth the hell I’d pay But I’ve got one good decision to make tonight And I’ll have every chance to keep it right I’ve got a good woman at home So I’ll be leaving here alone Well I’ve got one good decision to make tonight
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So run along with me We can save the world Playing make believe Starts with a boy and a girl Lay me down to rest tonight Hold me close I’ll hold you tight Close your eyes, we’ll fall in deep Tonight I’ll meet you in our dream Tonight I’ll meet you in our dream So run along with me We can change the world Show what love can be Just this boy and his girl Lay me down to rest tonight Hold me close, I’ll hold you tight Close your eyes, we’ll fall in deep Tonight I’ll meet you in our dream Tonight I’ll meet you in our dream Tonight I’ll meet you in our dream When all our days are done And our time has come Know I’ve only dreamed I’ve only dreamed with one
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I used to dream of fame and fortune I used to wanna be a star It was the greatest aspiration In my naïve stubborn heart But with the years I have grown wiser Learned without love there’s no use Now I’d rather be a no one If I ain’t someone to you I used to dream of fame and fortune I used to wanna be a star It was the greatest aspiration In my naïve stubborn heart But with the years I have grown wiser Learned without love there ain’t no use Now I’d rather be a no one If I ain’t someone to you I have traded many memories I’ve gambled with my time Along a jealous lonesome highway All for a vision in my mind I’ve lost friends and I’ve burned bridges I’ve gone broke from payin’ dues Now I’d rather be a no one If I ain’t someone to you Neon lights and crowded dancehalls Make you wanna to go too far Made my way out of the honkytonks Just to learn they’re all bars So if one day I finally make it If this foolish dream comes true Just know I’d rather be a no one If I ain’t someone to you Neon lights and crowded dancehalls Make you wanna to go too far Made my way out of the honkytonks Just to learn they’re all bars So if one day I finally make it If this foolish dream comes true Just know I’d rather be a no one If I ain’t someone to you I’d be better off a no one If I ain’t someone to you
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Album: After The Fire

* Went #1 on Soundscan week of release and one of the very few artist in history that had two back to back #1 Albums on Soundscan. The other album that went #1 is "The Wanting"
* This album was pure indie and released by Cody Jinks and the True Grit Team.

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released April 17, 2020

Produced By: Joshua Thompson, Arthur Penhallow Jr and Edward Spear

Mixed By: Edward Spear

Mastered By: Adam Grover at Sterling Sound

Recorded At: Sonic Ranch Studios in Tornillo Texas

Record Label: Late August Records

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