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by Cody Jinks

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1.
It's a long, hard, and windin' road to where I am right now A lot of days I wish I could change, but I can't figure how 'Cause all them places that I've been, things that I've seen I'd be better off dead than goin' there again And I've been caught somewhere in between A memory and a dream Well, I've been screamin' at the world Since the time that I could talk Well, I've been runnin' into walls Since the day that I could walk 'Cause all them bottles I've drank, never mind the smoke Man, the years are gangin' up on me, but I'm holdin' onto hope And I'm still caught somewhere in between A memory and a dream Yeah, ten years gone, I've been around the world And somehow, I always wind up here, It must be this company I keep, oh that takes me back and gets me on my feet Yeah, my life is still exactly what it seems A memory and a dream Yeah, ten years gone, I've been around the world And somehow, I always wind up here, Must be this company I keep, Oh that takes me back and gets me on my feet Yeah, my life is still exactly what it seems A memory and a dream Yeah, my life is still exactly what it seems A memory and a dream It's a long, hard, and windin' road to where I am right now A lot of days I wish I could change, but I can't figure how
2.
I stopped by a place I used to know But nobody knew my name And I felt out of place and out of time But I had one just the same The new bartender did not seem to care About a story of back then It's gettin' hard to find 'em, have you seen 'em? I'm lookin' for a friend It's been a time round here, just gettin' by Things are hard and nothin's new And I've been waitin' for that sun to break on a cloudy afternoon Yeah, this winter's been much colder Than the ones I knew back then It's gettin' hard to find 'em, have you seen 'em? I'm lookin' for a friend And I go down the road and back again It's hard rememberin' where I've been And I ain't changed It seems the world took off And left me, that's the way it goes It's a lonely road the dreamer follows Like Peter Pan in Neverland, all alone And I'm still singin' for my supper, like I've always done But now the business and the politics have taken most the fun But I'll be out there chasin' sundown And I'll be home in God knows when I'm lookin' out to find one, I'm hopin' I might see one I'm lookin' for a friend And I go down the road and back again It's hard rememberin' where I've been And I ain't changed It seems the world took off And left me, that's the way it goes It's a lonely road the dreamer follows Like Peter Pan in Neverland, all alone I stopped by a place I used to know But nobody knew my name
3.
We Get By 03:54
Stayin' burnt out all the time Well that's a good way for you to lose your mind Stayin' low for too damn long Well, that's enough to wanna get high I'm not saying what's right or wrong Some folks need a little help getting along I can't judge, Lord, I've been stoned But I know Jesus knows And I get by And I get by We all get by By the grace of God we all get by Yeah, my momma introduced me to God as a child You know my dad, he does his livin' a little less mild He'd rather sing those gospel songs on the front porch anyway My baby sister, she married a man On the other side of where dad and I land We laugh and joke and give him hell But he loves that little girl And they get by And they get by We all get by By the grace of God we all get by And everybody's waiting on that day when all is right And we've still got each other To make it through another night Everybody's waiting on that time when all is right We still got each other To make it through another night This corner bar is not a house of sin It's a place where all of us fit in I've seen the same faces Saturday night As I have on Sunday morning And Bother John's there sipping his drink You know he don't care what the others might think He laughs and joke and finds it funny That the others all drink alone at home He gets by And he gets by We all get by By the grace of God we all get by Stayin' burnt out all the time Well, that's a good way for you to lose your mind Stayin' low for too damn long Well that's enough to wanna get high
4.
Thunderheads 04:08
Yonder way, in the distance Thunderheads comin' down Yesterday the sky was golden The days before, well they'd been good Every one that goes up, must come down It's gravity But staying grounded, safely still Robs the wanderer of being afraid Hammer down as you quest, friend To pick up speed through that next town I point my face into the wind, friend To exorcise the tragedies That come with my free will Comin' down from the mountain Trips me up and makes me feel Like I can never find my way Back to the top And if Jesus calls before I wake I'll consider that my break And I will ask for nothin' nevermore Nevermore, no no, nevermore The valley roads, then lay hidden In the box, without much light And it gets easy to lose direction To hide with shadows, to wait for night And every one that goes down Should get back up and start to heaven But staying grounded, safely still In the arms of God becomes your will Take your time as you start up, friend Enjoy the view atop the rung Point your face into the sky, friend Smilin’ oh that mean ole devil Sure don't like the sun No he sure don't like it none Comin' down from the mountain Trips me up and makes me feel Like I can never find my way Back to the top And if Jesus calls before I wake I'll consider that my break And I will ask for nothin' never more Nevermore, no no, nevermore Comin' down from the mountain Trips me up and makes me feel Like I can never find my way Back to the top And if Jesus calls before I wake I'll consider that my break And I will ask for nothin' nevermore Nevermore, no no, nevermore
5.
13 Years 03:58
13 years this spring, we’ve been together And I recall more good than bad Lately, you’ve been showin’ signs you no longer like me I don’t have to tell you I’ve been sad It’s been good and off domestic situation You’ve been my rock all through the years Now I’ve got to find a way to change our dispositions Well, I’m tired of fightin’ back my tears I don’t know what I’ve done to bring you down And you won’t even look at me And I feel unwelcome in my own house But I’m still the same old me Yeah, the other day you were thinkin’ about leavin’ And I told you then I don’t want that But then you brought it up again, like I’d forgotten That wall sure feels cold against my back You point that gun long enough at somebody And they’ll holler “shoot” “Go on, pull that trigger, I’m tired of playin’” The hell that comes with not knowin’ If you’re really leavin’ Is worse than if that day may come itself I don’t know what I’ve done to bring you down But you won’t even look at me And I feel unwelcome in my own house But I’m still the same old me 13 years this spring, we’ve been together I still recall more good than bad
6.
All the people ask me where I've been Where I'm from, where I'm from Down the muddy banks to a place Out on the edge of town I've been down, I've been down To the Prairie House Lay your money down on the barrelhead By the door, with your gun You won't need your gun And don't you cross the Reverend On a Thursday night in a game of stud Son, you're gonna lose, you're gonna lose The doorman knew So here's to you and I at the end of the day Forgiving all the wrongs we've made We can set them up and lay them all down Singing this is where we're bound Where we're bound Yeah, the judge's wife sits behind the bar And she'll set them up She'll set you straight, she'll set you straight Oh, the sheriff is a bluesman And he'll sing a song Sing along, sing along Sing with every song Here's to you and I at the end of the day Forgiving all the wrongs we've made We can set them up and lay them all down Singing this is where we're bound Where we're bound Oh Lord, please walk with us On our not so narrow way Oh Lord, please be with us Can't you hear this old house pray?
7.
Glad to Say 03:51
The good guys always win And we're all forgivin' of our sins And the whole world smiles when a child is born And everyone's color blind And my God and your God are one of kind Who wants a holy war anyway? There's just a few things I'd be glad to say There's no homeless on our streets There's no crooked politicians takin' money from me And the banks look out for the little man We’re all of the ones that care The teachers and the nurses, we've made 'em millionaires And the lawyers all work pro bono There's just a few things I'd be glad to say And time will find the reasons The where's, the why's, and all that lead us Seeking shelter, seeking truth I find it's harder with age All the childhood things that we threw away They were just pieces of our innocence I find it's harder with age All the childhood things that we threw away They were just pieces of our innocence I don't miss those cigarettes And I never drink to try to forget And this old world is still a damn fine place There's just a few things I'd be glad to say And time will find the reasons The where's, the why's, and all that lead us Seeking shelter, seeking truth I find it's harder with age All the childhood things that we put away They were just pieces of our innocence The good guys always win And we're all forgivin' of our sins And the whole world smiles when a child is born
8.
Lady Bug 03:30
Here's to you, my Lady Bug You're my gift from God above Precious little angel child Come, be still with me a while It rained for weeks before you came How do you know I love the rain The whole world changed when you found yours No, nothin' new would be the same Never fear child I'm right here child Lady Bug Here's to you my wild flower May you stand the tests of time Dark days come, and dark days pass Just keep reachin' for that sun Always grow child And always know child Wild flower Here's to you, my blue-eyed girl It's your time to change the world Freely give the gifts you bring Learn to laugh, child, dance and sing Be yourself child Find yourself child My blue-eyed girl So here's to you, my Lady Bug Come, be still with me a while
9.
This old guitar Is gonna smell like this bar tomorrow Yeah, the smell is all it gets, I take the pay But when I open up that case, we remember the night before This old guitar Is gonna smell like this bar tomorrow And my old truck She was new about a year ago Yeah, she's lived an old truck's lifetime, carryin' me down the road When I turn that engine over, she's ready and willin' to go My old truck She was new about a year ago My sweet girl She's gonna be smilin' when I get home Yeah, she gives more than she takes, she don't take that much And I'll be pullin' up in a dirty old truck with a smelly old guitar And my sweet girl Gonna be smilin' when I get home I got me a friend He's always there beside me And I forget sometimes he's there, but he's always there When I find myself some trouble, he's the first guy that I call I got me a good friend I ain't never seen at all This old guitar Is gonna smell like this bar tomorrow
10.
Alone 06:15
I've seen the sun for the first time In a week or so I wipe the sleep from my eyes I've got nowhere to go A cup of coffee in my hand I've got me a smoke There’s nothing doin' I just wanna be alone The right end of the sunrise It sure looks nice To see a new day taking shape Not startin' with no night Well I been rollin' along on a thin dime And I'm happy to be home Please forgive me, I just wanna be alone Well I'm gonna finish this pot of coffee And I'm gonna put me another on Well I might grab my thread-bare Martin And pick me out a song I know I'll sit right here, I'll smoke one more And just enjoy the dawn I'm not angry, I just wanna be alone Spent my lifetime runnin' around It suits me fine Shakin' hands and one night stands That's what gets me by But the days gettin' short And the songs getting' long It's time to go No, I'm not angry, I just wanna be alone Well I'm gonna finish this pot of coffee And I'm gonna put me another on Well I might grab my thread-bare Martin And pick me out a song I know I'll sit right here, I'll smoke one more And just enjoy the dawn No, I'm not angry, I just wanna be alone Please forgive me, I just want to be alone There's nothin' doin' I just wanna be alone

credits

released April 11, 2012

Executive Producer – Steve Jinks
Producer – Nick Choate
Engineers – Greg Hunt, Phil Harrison, Drew Hall, Nick Choate
Musicians:
Guitars – Jon Wallace
Drums/Percussion – Blaine Crews
Fiddle – Milo Deering
Steel Guitar – Roger Ray
Organs – Juilie Bonk
Backing Vox – Kristen Major
Backing Vox – Nick Choate
Bass – Scott Lee
Acoustic Guitars – Cody Jinks
Bass & Backing Vox – Josh Thompson
Recorded at Rosewood Studios, Tyler, TX
& Blue Smoke Studios, Ft. Worth, TX
Mixed by Austin Deptula at Rosewood Studios

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